My big brother show me this video on youtube and i cant stop laughing when i watch it. Omfg! hahahaha.

I think i miss out something important which obviously i dont know what it is. Whatever i do is always not right n i dont know why. I think i miss one question out of every 3 question. Why must question be a question? Why cant question be an answer? Why must every question need to have its own answer? Why must answer be so important to every question? I dont know either.
Is people being so cruel to me? or me being cruel to people? Did i? i think im not.
I need ice cream magnum again n thanks zzat yesterday for the ice cream magnum. Well actually that ice cream really cheer me up. And ya like i told u,i hate ants so i have to kill them if i saw one. My biggest enemy is ants and ants biggest enemy is me. Dont believe? ask them. So zzat next time dont stop me from killing the ants.
Yes cousin outing is today! playing bowling. And yes thats the only place where i can throw my tantrum. Im sure im gonna throw the ball hard so that it hits the person that really make me suffer(the bowling pins ofcourse)!
Mom told me that im happy today. well mom im not oke. Im faking infront of u. Mom said why am i being 1+1 not 2+2? Mom i dont get it. Please dont tallk maths with me! I will never understand.
Mood keep changing now. Omg what happen to me! Lets see for the next mood.

This is what i've been waiting for! Omg she's hot! My new addiction bebbeh.

Oke2 enjoy the video and and make sure u guys know the lyrics cos its damn awesome!

Fireworks was awesome! Luckily i got to see the view so clearly. So ya last minute plan with siti and farah. Met farah first at jurong east. Omg the platform was pack with banglas sia and the ticketing machine too! mcm nk beli ticket wayang like that. Non singaporean pon nk celebrate NDP. Lols. Then met siti at clementi. City hall also damn pack lah sia! Well wat do you expect kate city hall kn. Almost every places we cannot walk. Selit2 lah ape lagy. And i saw that someone at somewher at city hall area also. But i just ignore it. Dont wanna approach him. I dont know why suddently i feel like running away from him. Nvm dont wanna mention. So ya hang out at boat quay after that when home. Bump with aj n his friend. Say "hai" shake hand then home sweet home.

Yesterday kenduri at atok house not that really bad. Got to meet some of my cousin. And i miss my atok! He look so sick n kurus. I cannot imagine if his already gone. Bcos thats the only atok that i have and i love him. Alamak wild imagination plak. The lauk pauk all so damn nice sia! We eat at the big dulang. Makan ramai2. Gereks! Flash back when we were young. We used to eat like that. Hahaha. Friday got cousin outing! Just so cant wait for that. Oke till here. Toodles teman2.

Yesterday was totally awesome! I'll update it when i got the mood oke! Thanks for the sheesha kak aishah. Thanks for the 'so called ice kacang' at SLICE siti. Thanks kim for making everyone at the sheesha room sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song for me:). And oh,thanks ey one of the worker at the sheesha shop for making my slippers lobang(die jatohkn bara sheesha kt slipper ako teros lobang)! Now i've got no slippers to wear all thanks to u for that wonderful present u gave me! Lols. Oke i'll update it somehow tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!

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Yesterday meet up with girlfriends was double awesome! Miss them so much. So yea met eeqa first at j.e at 2 but i reach at 2.30(ako da kate ako tk pernah dtg cepat punye) then met aisha and anaqi at outram. Omgoodness anaqi is all grown up! So fucking cute lah kn. Then proceed to vivo forever 21 for my job application form. Hahaha. Got this one part they ask bout previous job i didt wrote down anything. Alah pretend tk pernah keje uh. Obviously i havent quit starbucks so yea. Chill at vivo then hang out with cweka during her break. Oh ya we when to topman to accompany eeqa to buy clothes for her bf but nothing suitables for his bf. Me n aisha likes one of this polo t but she still dont wanna buy. Ako tk tahu lah ape ko nk ey eeqa. Then we go GAP still finding for her bf clothes but instead of that, aisha buying long sleeves clothes for her mom bukan nye eeqa. Buang mase dan tenage aje. Lols. To cut it short,after that they accompany me to mac'd at harbourfront to meet that boy!yes that boy on my previous post. That stalker! I had no choice but to meet him to settle things down.
Met him than we start our conversation(i wont post it what was the conversation is). Obviously we quarell alot. Like real lot! Then he say n did something that i dont like and nicely i gave him a present. A very hard slap on his face. Serve him right uh. This is the reason why i dont wanna meet him but i've got no choice. I want this thing to end. He push me real hard until i fell on the ground because i think he mad at me. Sakit lah sial pantat aku. I dont know why but at that point of time i feel like crying because my ass was seriously in pain but i didnt because nk action kuat uh. So yea he felt guilty he pick me up n hug me. Like WTF! I dont need your hug lah fucking bloody kanina boy!So i told him taht i wanna go home. But he dont want coz he wanna spend time with me blablabla. I told him that i've got no time for him and i want him to stop contacting me after this(i noe that i've been so direct to him). So ya he send me home and i just walk off like that even though he call my name repeatedly.
I regret for meeting him yesterday. Now my ass pain. Sape nk tanggung? But atleast he didnt msg or call me today! Ya horr he didnt contact me today! Yeah!!!! He's so gonna be out of my life soon.
wah i've been posting alot these few days. HAHA.lols. oke gtg. Will post it next monday i guess. Tomorrow my birthday and im legal 18!!

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He came to my life again of my sudden. He texted me asking me how am i last two days. I was quite surprise because he texted me back after so long. To be honest,i wasnt happy bout it. At all!
He wants to meet me but i refused. I dont know. I dont wanna meet him. Im not ready for it. He ask me how was my relationship with my boyfriend and i said its complicated but the truth is i already broke up with my boyfriend but i dont wanna tell him because i know he will take that opportunity to get back with me. I was trying very hard to avoid him but if i didnt reply his msg,he will keep msg-ing me or call me up. Fucking Irritating! He ask me is there any chance for him to be with me again. Like totally no oke boy totally NO!! I cnt forget what he had done to me. He was the one who stop contacting me last 3 years and now he crawling to me back asking me to be with him again. Oh boy not that easy ok!! I cannot trust him anymore but the msg that he send to me make me like think twice about it. For example,"i promise i will take good care of u if we together" and "i promise i will treasure u" and etc.I dont know that makes me think twice bout him.I know i cannot trust him like totally trust him. But i need someones opinion at that point of time. What if he really change to be better person now? Not like the one that i use to know last time some sort a player i guess. what if? I was really frustrated of the msges that he send to me. He keep sending me like "i miss u" and "I love u" and so on. Doesnt it sounds like desperate? desperate of what also i dont know. I think desperate of love i guess. Omg! i dont know. He really wants to meet me but i dont know. And he keep asking me to be with him again. I told him that im so sick and tired of being in a relationship and im still young so i wanna enjoy my life of being single(thats the only reason that i can give.haha.)but he told me that its unfair for him. it seems that my reasons didnt work at all. Hello wake up uh boy! Who ask u to leave me last time now serve u right uh. I aint mia that u know last time. The girl that u can fool around. The girl that u can cheated on. Im not that kindda girl anymore oke boy!
Im seriously dont know what to do now. 40% of my heart says that i should give him a chance another 40% of my heart says that i shouln't give him a chance and another 20% of my heart says that im still confused. Boy please go away of my life boy! Im afraid if i fall for u again and thats not gonna happen to me. I think i should meet him for the last time. Yes i think i should! Oke i still need to decide! Boy oh boy,I hate u boy i really hate u!

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Idk why my blog cannot upload photos.Now i have to use photobucket again to upload photos.Very troublesome uh!Anw this are some of yesterday photos.My saturday not bad uh.I lazy to update alot of things bout yesterday so i update abit2 only uh.
When out with lovely siti.So ya met her at clementi around 5(was suppose to meet at 430.biase jugak aku mane penah datang cepat.janji melayu!)When to vivo to buy my new vans lady shoe=D then headed to town to have our dinner there.Then when to city hall to watch Fireworks.oh anw,i had this convo with siti when we reach city hall traffic light.

Siti:ey asl banyak org pakai baju merah nie?ey fireworks da abes ey?
me:Blom lah fireworks kn pkol 8.30.sekarang baru 8.40 tkkn cepat nahh abes.(confident)
So i look at all the ppl.alot!they were all heading to the mrt station.
me:ey kite rase da abes uh abe orang nie smue jalan pegy mrt station.
siti:*laugh*ape jek da abes!kite baru sampai!
me:knncb!baru 840 sey*laught*

It was like such a waste because we really wanna watch fireworks but end up the fireworks ends already when we reach there.da lah tuu,the crowd smue bawooh busuk siak!so ya then met siti friends,idah n sheera. Lepak kopak snap pictos with them and all.Met aj then when home with him n his friends.
Cant wait to meet my girls on wednesday.Thats all for this post.I noe boring bacause i dont have to mood to post alot.Kbye.