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7:23 PM. Friday, May 29, 2009

IGNORANCE

if i’m a bad person, you don’t like me
i guess i’ll go, make my own way
it’s a circle
a mean cycle
i can’t excite you anymore
where’s your gavel? your jury?
what’s my offense this time?
you’re not a judge but if you’re gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

don’t wanna hear your sad songs
i don’t wanna feel your pain
when you swear it’s all my fault
cause you know we’re not the same
oh we’re not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can’t accept that the change is good
it’s good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it’s nice to meet you sir
i guess i’ll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend

this is the best thing that could’ve happened
any longer and i wouldn’t have made it
it’s not a war no, it’s not a rapture
i’m just a person but you can’t take it
the same tricks that once fooled me
they won’t get you anywhere
i’m not the same kid from your memory
now i can fend for myself

don’t wanna hear your sad songs
i don’t wanna feel your pain
when you swear it’s all my fault
cause you know we’re not the same
oh we’re not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can’t accept that the change is good
it’s good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it’s nice to meet you sir
i guess i’ll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend

you treat me just like another stranger
well it’s nice to meet you sir
i guess i’ll go
i best be on my way out

Ignorance is the new paramore songs n it was freaking nice!!!!
And the lyrics=AWESOME!
I dont have the songs now but i'll post it whenever i have.

7:13 PM. Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Goddamn! I miss PARAMORE so much!! Arrgghh long time didnt see their video on MTV!

8:51 PM. Friday, May 22, 2009

I miss these assholes people! I miss the first time where we met n get to noe each other! How i wish that i can turn back the time. Time flew so fast.Those vivid memories that i have with my girlfriends cannot be forgotten! "mane ade"HAHA inside jokes. I miss school! I miss wearing that pathetic uniform so call "delifrance uniform".HAHAHA.
1 year had past n now girlfriends are finding their way to futher their studies n so do i. Hope u girls are doing allright in everything n I MISS U GIRLS!
I hope i'll be doing allright in the new school that sooner or later i gonna be study there. Hope new friends will be good! Changing the school atmosphere is not easy. Got to adapt with the surroundings,teachers n friends. Arrggh i just cant wait for school!!!
N yes im still finding for new part time job! Anyone who's working are there any vacancies at your place? Anyone? Arrgh for goodness sake!!

8:47 PM. Monday, May 18, 2009

Hai!HAHA.so today i woke real early today!6.30.Sembayang suboh uh!HAHAA.kidding.I had to accpompany mom go settle some stuffs uh.Sleepy sia.Sleep in the bus sampai air luih basi smue keluah.Malu sia.

So yes,just now i went to MDIS Unicampus to meet my private school consultant.Her name is Roslinda n She's very pretty!Adore her sey!HAHA.She guided me on how to register n courses that i had to take.Planning to take Diploma in Business Management.But i had to take Certificate of Business Management first that consist modules like Principle of account n finance,Fundamentals of marketing,Principles of business management n Communication skills.And the worst thing is that i had to finish these 4 modules for 3 months only sia!best perr.Stress sia!HAHAHA.Somemore got account n finance!Da lah ako benci maths!Then can take Diploma for that course.Study 8 modules for 10 months!NOT ENOUGH TIME TO STUDY LAH SEY.I decided to take august intake.Not prepare yet uh!HAHA.Hopefully i can cope uh.

Discuss with my mom n Ms Roslinda den bus home.Mom lecture me sia.HAHA.Baek perr.Seriously i need to study hard.Total 5k for that course.I wanna make useful for that!Wahh duit bole beli hp baru tuu.Cant wait for school on 3rd August!

8:26 AM. Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hai kawan!Im back home n yes its 1130 n everyone in my house sleep already.So early sia.The nyte still young.Cheyy.HAHA.i guess im off to bed too.Not bcoz im sleepy but bcoz i was scared to stay alone n play computer at nyte while everyone is sleeping.So,CHIOW!

10:23 AM. Saturday, May 16, 2009

Hello teman2!Im at siti house ryte now!Yes sleepover at her house again!Im so loving it! So yea.Today woke up at 9.I noe it was like early sey.

Again wat a boring saturday morning.Today plan is to meet boyfriend and eyan.Going to town.HAHA.Jelak sey.So yea after doing housework,chill2 eat biscuit den suddently i receive a phone call from the long lost lover!Yes long lost lover only.Cerite lamer uh.I was surprise that he called me after 2 years menghilang now then he came n look for me!for wat sia!i already had my loves one.He talk to me bout our past memories n asking how am i an all sort of things uh.Too many to say.I was like sad n i dunnoe how uh to xpress the feelings.Angry n Sad n Disappointed uh.He told me that he still like me but fuck up!I dun love u anymore.N good thing is that he can accpet that im attached he wish me goodluck for that.That was appreciated by me!I had my truly lovely guy n i like that!So yea talk for awhile den hang up the phone.

Going out at1.30.PLan to meet bf at 1.30 tapi pkol 1.30 ako kluar.Baek perr.HAHAHA.So yea meet eyan den headed to ct hall.Snap2 photos n all.Standard.Plan to watch motorcross at flyers but toom lazy to walk uh.Leg cramp.HAHA.So yea big brother ask me to sleep over at siti house!Happy uh abeh!HAHA.Take 106 back home.I receive a very well welcome from siti n her lil brother.Both fetch me at her void deck.Sweet as usual!HAHA.Gonna sleep late today.Gonna have fun with her today!

Anw,picture of saturday will update soon at blog n facebook!

9:32 PM. Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I miss my boyfriend so much!Its been like 1 week++ i didnt met him.Today will be meeting him.Accompany him to buy his camera at COURTS Funan.Cant wait to meet u bby!HAHAHA.

N ouwh 1 more week for our 17monthssary!I didnt realised that we've been together for this long period!HAHAHA.

I swear that i love u so much lah!We've been going through Ups n Downs together.Happy n Sadness together.If i cry,u cuddle me by my side.If i laught,u will laught together with me.U will always kiss me on my cheek whenever we feel happy together.

U will hold my hands tightly when we cross the road n u were so concern of my well being.I appreciate that alot n i hope u wont leave me alone n leave all those happy memories!oke stop that sentimental!HAHAHA.

So yesterday,siti didnt go for school which i dont noe why.HAHA.So our plan for yesterday was to go to the nearest swimming pool which is at j.east there.But due to heavy rain n lightning n thunder,we plan to go to watch movie instead of going swimming bcoz we 100% sure that they wont allowed us to swim in heavy rain.So we headed to watch movie.It was all unplan.HAHAHA.I want to watch TAKEN but siti already watch it so siti decided to watch THE RAMEN GIRL n so do i.It was totally an awesome movie.Funny+Romantic.U guys should watch it.N the ramen was so tempting!HAHAHA.After watch movie go lepak2 with siti,Buy icecream n headed home.It was great going out with her.I met her like 3 times already n Im Loving It!=)

Labels: in love

2:39 AM. Monday, May 11, 2009

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.!
Sadly,i didnt get any present for my mom.I dunnoe wat should i buy for her.Just a wish could be fine!HAHAHA.
So,spend my sunday at my grandfather house.Apparently,all my cousin came to visit him coz he was sick.I dunnoe wat sickness!HAHA.He had his haircut which make him look pale n sick.
I miss my 3 cousin.Siti,ina n ain.oke wait,siti tk sngt.Hari2 jumpe dier.HAHA.miss the other two.I just realise that how fast we all grown up.Da bole kahwin da!HAHA.
Seeing all my anak2 sedare reminds me during my time of being kids.Played around with my cousin at atok house especially during hari raya.Fight with siti so badly until both of us cry.Zaman friend tk friend oi!HAHA.Lepak2 at Mak minah house(belakang rumah atok jek) den going back home.
Watch vcd with big brother.Movie baik punye.Video abg pegy phuket.HAHA.Big brother ask me to order macdonalds at 23:30.Gile punye abg da malam2 nk mkn heavy food!Then ask my mom to pay for him.Siow.Dier nak makan tapi suroh orang bayarkn.He order mcspicy meal.Tempting sia.But i just order 9 pieces of nugget.Tepakse punye pasal kene temankn abg makan.
I decided to call cotton on n ask if theres any vacancy for part timers.Hopefully theres a vacancy!

9:01 PM. Monday, May 4, 2009

Mary n i planning to quit job soon.Well i cannot mingle well with the people there.I dont like the manager.N i dont like some of the people there.So wat if they dont like me.I dont give a damn.I work for the sake of money so stay out of my business uh biatch.And please,stop all that faking joke/laughter/smile to me.I dont need that!Dont worry,i'll be out soon to find other job that way much better than this,SUCKER!

3 man take him with them for some investigation for 48 hours.

I hope that he doesnt involved with that.

N finally he was back home.

Never plan for this,but seriously i need to find another work!seriously need to find good cash!HAHA.Planning for private diploma.Well see how it goes.